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i wish i could be a black hole & absorb everything in my ass

edit 8-10-25: i like to be a long bearded transvestite instead of taking hormones &/or surgeries because is natural
i like to either look like a girl with the penis as big as possible or be a long bearded transvestite with the penis as big as possible (long hair + long beard + long moustache + try to be skinny + makeup)

if i would look like a girl i would only do surgeries though cuz i heard those hormones reduce your lust levels or something and may make your penis smaller, i want to have the penis as big as possible and as much lust as possible (thats why i do sex without orgasms, because if you dont orgasm you get in a extreme lust extremely horny sex-crazed state 24/7)

long bearded transvestites and crossdressers can be another type of shemales
theres a lot of toxicity in the trans community
"if you dont take hormones you are just a boy"
do you know someone with boy genitals and boy chromosomes is scientifically a boy? do you know artificial hormones dont scientifically change your base gender?
you wanna play that game?
also men are scared of liking long bearded transvestites and crossdressers because they are scared of liking us is "gay"
do you know liking penises is gay? you cant like penises and be straight, it doesnt matter where the penis is attached to, liking trans women and futa penis is gay

long bearded transvestites we are very hot and pretty naturally, much prettier than normal gays and without having to look like a girl like trans women do

i would love to look like a girl though with very big fake breasts, i like looking like a girl with penis or be a long bearded transvestite, both are cool

i have a problem though, i have a disease called "trichotillomania" which makes me want to destroy my hair with my own hands, i have struggled to grow my beard a lot because of my trichotillomania disorder. i have started to completely suppress my trichotillomania only since 2022, before that my beard was with low density and a little shitty because of my disease
now is prettier and hotter